Not Me Oh Lord! | Dr. Conrad Vine

5-Day Devotional Guide: From “Not Me” to “Send Me”

Theme: Overcoming our excuses and answering God’s call, inspired by the story of Moses.

Key Verse: “But Moses said to God, ‘Who am I that I should go to Pharaoh and bring the Israelites out of Egypt?’ And God said, ‘I will be with you.'” – Exodus 3:11-12 (NIV)


Day 1: The Preparation in the Wilderness

Scripture Reading: Exodus 2:11-15, 21-22; Hebrews 11:24-27

Reflection:
Mosis was a “somebody”—a prince of Egypt with power, education, and a clear future. Yet, God allowed him to spend 40 years in the wilderness as a “nobody,” shepherding sheep. This humbling period was not a waste; it was essential training. God was stripping Moses of his self-sufficient, “can-do” attitude learned in Egypt and teaching him to depend entirely on divine strength. In the silence of the desert, Moses unlearned the ways of man and learned the ways of God.

Thought to Ponder: Are you in a season that feels like a “wilderness”? How might God be using this time to prepare you, humble you, and teach you to rely on Him rather than your own abilities?

Prayer:
Heavenly Father, thank you that you are the God who prepares us. Help me to see the value in seasons of humility and waiting. Strip away my self-sufficiency and teach me to depend on you, so that I might be ready for the work you have for me. In Jesus’ name, Amen.


Day 2: The Objection of Identity – “Who Am I?”

Scripture Reading: Exodus 3:11-12; Matthew 28:20

Reflection:
When God called him, Moses’ first reaction was to look at himself. He saw only his inadequacy, his mixed-up background, his past failures, and his current obscurity. His identity was rooted in his brokenness. God’s response was to completely shift the focus: “I will be with you.” The call was never about Moses’ qualifications; it was about God’s faithful presence. The same promise given to Moses is given to us by Jesus: “I am with you always.”

Thought to Ponder: Where do you find your identity? Is it in your job, your past, your successes, or your failures? How does the promise “I will be with you” change your perspective on who you are and what you can do for God?

Prayer:
Lord, I often feel like Moses, asking “Who am I?” in the face of great needs. Today, I choose to shift my focus from my own inadequacy to your all-sufficient presence. Thank you for your promise to be with me always. With you, I am enough. Amen.


Day 3: The Objection of Authority – “What is Your Name?”

Scripture Reading: Exodus 3:13-15; Psalm 9:10

Reflection:
Moses worried that the Israelites would ask for his credentials and the name of the God who sent him. In response, God revealed His personal, covenant name: Yahweh—”I AM WHO I AM.” This name signifies God’s eternal, self-existent, and unchanging nature. He is the God of Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob—the God who keeps His promises, guides His people, and acts powerfully on their behalf. Our authority to serve does not come from ourselves, but from the great “I AM.”

Thought to Ponder: When you feel unsure of your authority to speak or act for God, what does the name “I AM” tell you about His character and His ability to work through you?

Prayer:
Great I AM, you are the source of all authority and power. When I feel uncertain, help me to remember who you are—the faithful, covenant-keeping God. I go today in your name and with your authority, not my own. Amen.


Day 4: The Objections of Credibility & Ability – “What If They Don’t Believe Me?” & “I Can’t Speak”

Scripture Reading: Exodus 4:1-12; Mark 13:11

Reflection:
Moses feared no one would believe him and that he wasn’t a good speaker. God’s response was to provide signs (the staff, the leprous hand) and a profound promise: “Who gave human beings their mouths?… I will help you speak and will teach you what to say.” God didn’t dismiss Moses’ fears; He equipped him to overcome them. He can use the ordinary (a staff) and the broken (a diseased hand) to display His extraordinary power. Our weakness is the perfect platform for His strength.

Thought to Ponder: What “staff” (ordinary resource) or “diseased hand” (personal weakness) do you hold that God might want to use for His glory? Are you trusting in your own eloquence or in His promise to give you the words?

Prayer:
Father, I bring you my fears of being rejected and my feelings of incompetence. I offer you my ordinary life and my weaknesses. Take them, Lord, and use them for your glory. I trust you to give me the words and the courage I need when the time comes. Amen.


Day 5: The Objection of Willingness – “Please Send Someone Else!”

Scripture Reading: Exodus 4:13-17; Isaiah 6:8

Reflection:
After all the logical excuses were exhausted, Moses revealed the heart of the problem: he simply didn’t want to go. “Send someone else” is the cry of a heart unwilling to sacrifice comfort, security, or reputation. God’s anger burned at this refusal, yet in His mercy, He provided a helper in Aaron. But the primary call and responsibility remained with Moses. The ultimate question is not about our ability, but our availability.

Thought to Ponder: What is the “anybody else but me” area in your life right now? What comfort, fear, or dream is God asking you to surrender to His call?

Prayer of Surrender:
Lord Jesus, forgive me for the times I have said, “Send someone else.” I confess my love of comfort and my fear of the unknown. Today, I lay down my excuses. By your grace, I choose to say, “Here am I. Send me.” Shape my will to match yours, and use me for your kingdom’s work. Amen

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